“If This is What You Want, I will Die.” – Day 227


If this is what you want, I will die.
Just wake up and tell me how much you hate me,
Baby, don’t tell me that you loved me.
Just stab me right in the eye!
I promise everything will turn out alright.
Just pull me aside and tell me goodnight.
Slip me some pills; I’ll be your thrill.
Give me a squeeze; get me down on my knees
Wrap your hands around my throat!
Tell me how you wished I were dead,
A bullet straight to my head.
I’m so sorry
I am so sorry
I’m so sorry
Baby I know that I’m unworthy.
I’m so sorry
I am so sorry
I’m so sorry.
Guess this means it wasn’t meant to be.
Take me by the hair, and smash in my skull.
Lift me up and slam me against the wall.
Hit me again and again and again and again!
Tell me that this is how it’s going to end.
Take that gun and pull the trigger,
Aim right into my heart, take the fishhook
And hang me from the ceiling fan.
My head will turn before I learn
That this is what you wanted all along.
I’m so sorry
I am so sorry
I’m so sorry
Baby I know that I’m such a waste of time.
I’m so sorry
I am so sorry
I’m so sorry
Guess this means that you got what you want from me.
So strip me on down, turn me around
Tear into my skin, I promise I won’t put up a fight.
Just give me a sign, so I know to close my eyes.
You have no idea how much this hurts me.
I know this is the way that it was supposed to end.
I wasn’t good enough for you,
And I’ll never be good enough for me.
I guess that this is what I wanted all along.
If this is what you want I will die.

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